well and once again...lousier! probably really that bad...whatever it is...i'll not give up. though i've to give up something already...it just doesn't feel good.
talk to xueqin and huixuan someday last week...updated!(: wells...i'm serious! i miss the times i had all of you by my side, feeling super comfy!(: i can't even find that word trust anymore! the problem doesn't lies with anyone...it just lies with me somehow.
and yes, i'm finally studying! supposed to study for law...yup i did study and i'm still studying now and later! going to conquer YOU! i hope i will do well!(: if i flunk it...breakfast, lunch, dinner for son! wth...it seems like a threat! i don't care(:
truely recover? i doubt so! stop relying and what not! not a baby anymore! hold back and fight your tears! everytime i see a quote, it naturally comes to my mind that relying is not a bad thing afterall...it really feels good sometimes but at times it seems that its really bad...wrong person!
"everyone needs someone to protect them once in a while!"