Wednesday, September 30, 2009

i resigned as tutor for the K1 kid. pondering about it and finally i told the parent today. i'm sorry. i really can't handle it any longer. and losing this job means lesser pay): it's okay. now i'll have to scrimp and save! haha.

i guess it's my big problem of "self conscious" acting up again. i don't know what is wrong. why is there such a drastic change? does the problem lies with you or me? just tell me straight please. why? wells, when things change, it's difficult to revert it back to the same as before. again, time will save problems(: i wanted to ask, but yea i think what qx said is true. even if i ask so much, i also won't get the answer. so what's the point? if you don't bother, i won't too(:

i want to be super ultra busy. even if there's no time breathe, i don't mind. i seriously have to stop think think think. haha. i seemed to be able to think about everything. what's the point of thinking so much? kill my brain cells):

HAPPY.HAPPIER.HAPPIEST(: