i'm tired, or shall i say i'm trying to make myself very tired. my brain is tired of all the thinking. again, it's nothing serious. today, in the midst of a small chat, someone told me i'm stupid. i knew that. i guess i'm right, what i said wasn't what i really felt.
now, i'm going to stop being stupid & silly. i won't believe you anymore. probably i had doubts in every single word you said right from the start. it no longer matter whether it is a misunderstanding or not. i'm too tired to continue. it might be my fault in everything but i'm pretty sure it doesn't matter already. i won't bother.
someone told me eating ice-cream makes you feel better. it worked but somehow i've been eating them these few days. seems like it's never enough. i'm still feeling pretty much the same after eating. it doesn't work anymore?):
can time pass faster? please...
